Why can't I love my girlfriend?

AWH, That's really quite sad I mean for the both of you, and now two years have gone by!It could've been less upsetting (for her) if you had done it in the beginning but oh well it's too late for that now, expect her to be really upset. Please don't crush her heart into a million pieces by telling her you never loved her, because that's what would happen, It'd wreck her.I don't think you are that messed up, I think you wanted to love her but waited and it never happened which I haven't experienced really, I mean once someone is so great you would naturally fall for them and if you two share a connection.What, were you just rollin with the punches, keeping quiet when really you didn't agree or like the same things?Okay well moving on, I do think you are either not interested in her for one reason or another Or maybe you do have some personal issues that are making you like you say "broken" I mean in a way. I hope not, Because you should be able to truly connect w/ someone someday as well. Everyone should experience LOVE, true meaningful connections with people. :( That's why its making me sad. If the only things you can say u truly fear are excitement and fear then maybe it's just that this girl was too easy to get, maybe most were this way and you're urge for that chase makes the whole "Love" thing stop before it begins even!!I hope you understand what I am saying. And maybe you have some things from your past that have to be dealt with, some forgiving or something that would put a wall around you, to block yourself from any future pain. I hope I was helpful